When i get bored, my mind starts thinking about everything!! I just got a picture of my 2 year old brother, it sucks that thats the only way i get to see him.. i dont even think he knows me.. my 2 year old sister cries when she sees me because she doesnt know who i am.. and i dont even get to see my little brother julian, it sucks that i dont get to see my little siblings grow up just because of a bad relationship between me and my dad.. i want to fix things with him buhh i dont even know how to start.. and then thinking about this damn economy, i hope and pray i get this job at Round Table.. not to use the money for me, but to help pay for this house and bills.. ugh :/